Therefore.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

"sayang, bila nak update blog?"
"bukan abang baca pun -_-"

Teringat apabila seorang demi seorang bertanya.
"Macam mana boleh kenal dengan suami? Seorang di sini, seorang di sana."
Simple. Blog. Suami mengenali ku melalui blog.
Kemudian entah kenapa Allah gerakkan hatinya untuk 'add friend' di Yahoo! Messenger (YM).
Dia terus menjadi 'silent reader' ku di blog tanpa kami mengenali satu sama lain.
Takdir Allah menemukan kami lagi waktu aku mula berubah.
Aku mula terbuka hati untuk mempelajari tentang Islam bila dah masuk "Ini Persantren Ilmu Ke sana".
Waktu tuh baru perasan encik ustaz yang jadi friend dalam YM ni.
Then we start chatting which were more to a discussion.
I ask a lot of questions about Islam. And we started knowing each other day by day.
Well, dipendekkan cerita, we decide to get married, after meeting each other and our families.
Alhamdulillah. We've been husband and wife since the 25th of May, 2013 (15 of Rejab 1434)

When I asked my husband why he like to read my blog whereas it was full of craps, well it is still.
"Abang suka baca cerita-cerita sayang. Sekarang suka dengar pulak"
Pelik. Jodoh yang Allah sudah takdirkan. Macam mana jauh pun, macam mana sukar pun, kalau Allah sudah tetapkan, pastinya akan bertemu walau macam mana cara sekalipun.
And now, I wasn't that eager to write on my blog. Cause I know that I have someone whom I can always speak to, whom I can always rely on to listen to all of my stories.

Today I found someone, someone's wife to be more specific.
What's interesting is that she is one of someone's wives. Well, her husband have 4 wives.
4 wives that are friends. I don't know if they had known each other before their husband married them but they were more to sisters than 'madu'..
I wonder how they can be happy sharing one husband. I can't even imagine their feelings.
But they are some strong women. I respect all of them that they can bear this test for having a husband who married 4 wives.

Not many can do that. For example, me myself, I can't stand just knowing my husband know a woman whom I don't know. I'm going to need a lot of courage and a lot of patience to do that.
Alhamdulillah, my husband is very understanding. He knows that I'm a woman with high level of jealousy.
Therefore, he tried his best to not to do something which may cause me being jealous.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.


Love you abang. ^__^